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Hey my friends and good pals! lol..just playing. It's jordan here and yeah. Just want to tell everyone to stay happy, be yourself and alwayz, alwayz smile! Check out my myspace:http://profiles.myspace.com/alwayz_smile_4_me

When it comes to love, not one single rule does apply
Because whenever you’re around the person you believe that you can fly
Every dream and hope and wish that could never come true
All become possible when that person says I love you
Miles and hours couldn’t keep people apart
If they truly believe they belong together at heart
It’s not about money or how far or looks
But it’s the kind of love you can read about in books
How you know each other and how they feel
When you can’t think of anything else, you know that that is real
What people say don’t matter anymore
All you want to do is get to know the person down to their core
What they really are and what they always think
Just the thought of losing them makes your heart start to sink
When you find that person you may not know
You may not want to let a small crush show
As time passes and moments slip away
You might find that these feelings are going to stay
Talking to them is the only thing you want to do
When people say you’re lucky you think “true”
Love is when all this happens, you can’t stop your smile
And you shouldn’t have to; it’s a new style
Hoping the best for that person, no matter how hard
What happens next is the draw of the card
If two people really care, if they know they’re the right pair
Than no matter how far away or how long they are apart
They just look at it as a new adventure from the start
I don’t know if I’m IN LOVE
But I know this is true
I’m dead serious when I say I love you.

- You helped me laugh, you dried my tears, because of you I have no fears. Together we live, together we grow, teaching each other what we must know. You cam ein my life and I was blessed, I love you girl, you are the best. Now release my hand and say good-bye. Please my friend, don't you cry. I promise you this, it's not the end. Like I said, your my best friend!! Luv ya! ~Jordan~ -

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

	Heys people!! so bored!! school started the beginning of the month ago....and 2 days ago, or friday...same thing, it was Tokay high's Beach Bash. I met a few people there and I chilled with Megan. awesome fun! lol, well, SATURDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY!!! yupyup, so I'm now officially 14, still so young! haha. j/p j/p. well, I love u all and ttyl
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

This is for girls to read and say if it's true...okay? cool...lol

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn, If you're quiet, he says you're stupid If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful If you don't love him, he'll try to win you If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fcuk him, he'll say you don't love him, If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating, If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy, If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted, If he breaks it, he had to If you cheat, u expect it to be over If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance Either way.... you never win.

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Friday, July 22, 2005

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Today is just so crazy; it doesn’t even feel real

With all the things that are happening I don’t know how I feel

I go completely insane in the middle of the night

Just thinking of him saves me from this horrible fight

I’m arguing between myself, wondering what to do

Part of me wants to just go 24/7 with you

The other part knows that what happens is for the best

Maybe it’s really over or just some kind of test

I don’t know what to do, I’m getting torn apart

How do you deal knowing you’ll have a broken heart

Now I might sound obsessed, like it’s all about some guy

And yeah, he’s part; I’ll tell you that, no lie

It’s also my friends and the way they help me out

They listen when I feel I need to scream and shout

I want to stay with the friends I love just to memorize their face

I wish that time would stop and that I could stay in this place

I wish I could live my normal day until the end of time

But that wish won’t come true, it’ll end just like this rhyme

Now I’m sitting here, tears streaming down my face

I’m looking at myself and feel like such a disgrace

I want to stay for the things that to me really matter

Thinking of the people just makes me sadder

If I had a dollar for every tear that fell from my eye

I’d buy myself a pair of wings, make lift off and fly

I’d disappear into a world of my very own

Everything would be the same and would feel just like home

I’m trying not to let my real feelings show

This is the only way to free myself though.

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After all this time and all this pain

After all the regretful feelings came,

After seeing us for the last time

After seeing the heart I broke was mine.

It’s hard to say that this is true but

I fund myself still loving you.

I was scared before of what I felt

Scared when your smile would make me melt.

Scared and unsure, what’s a girl to do

When she can’t seem to say, "I love you".

In hope to forget, I ended the best

Thought I could manage life with the rest.

I tried hard and I tried long but the truth is you’re my love song.

No one else makes me weak exactly like you can,

No other boy, no other man

You got over in a day or so but it’s taking infinity for me to let go

I’m sorry for the trouble; I don’t know what to do

But now I can say I love you.

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We'd still be together if things hadn't changed

We'd still be together if time hadn't kept going

but the fact is time went on without a perticular care

and the truth is I'm not there

Later on when I rise above

Remember that you were my first love

Moments changing and time passing by

New people come and the present becomes past

things will always continue to move on

as the current starts to fade with yesterdays dawn

Forever like marrige is represented my a dove

Remeber you will always be my first love

Knowing letting go is what is best to do

You begin to wonder about the mosments that are gone

I may be your past and you may be mine

but my past is my present and what makes my future shine

When the world starts to hate and all push and shove

Remember you will always be my first love

Now I look back on all of the good times

Everything happened and left so fast

My future is my present, my present my past

I hope my memories with you will last

Just remember you will always be my first love

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They make me feel special, I feel like a queen

Only they can uncover the unseen

The reason I go smiling and make it through the pain

They are the sun when life is the rain

Knowing my faults and everything worse

Living without them would be the worst curse

Predicting what I will do from crying to flirt

They protect me from the biggest hurt

Being alone is my biggest fear

So whenever I need them, they are right here

When I was frustrated and didn’t know what to do

They would sit and be frustrated too

Like watching stars on a clear summers night

Or making up with your family after a fight

They are there, the simplest gift given in life

My friends are the tape when life starts to tear

Helping when I’m in despair

If this isn’t real and it’s all just a dream

And my friends are just an imaginary team

I’ll sleep forever, never ever wake

Because friendship is the worst bond to break

When I’m older and make my own way

To God I will sit and pray

Thank him for the best friends I could have ever had

Friends that helped me through good and bad

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Like my poems? I was bored so i decided to post some of the poems a wrote a while ago. Comment and tell me what you think. OKay dokey, well, much love and laterz to you all.

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Oh wow. Long time since I've been on this. It feels like forever. Well, I've moved now and I miss everyone in Milpitas and Sunnyvale so much!!!! I don't know many people here yet. What am i saying, i know basically no one!! I hope that people don't forget me because I'll never forget any of you. Everyone there will always mean so much to me. Right now, Not that anyone reads this, but i kinda feel stuck between Milpitas and Lodi. It's like I don't wan to move on but have to because everyone else is. I've moved so many times before but this move has been hardest and im actualy scared of the changes coming. I've never been scared before and its weird. Jennifer claims its because I had stronger relationships and i think shes right. My mom isnt helping. Shes being so..omg, u cant even imagine. She's now saying it's good i moved because the people in milpitas werent good for me. Thats not her place to say because she doesnt know everyone i hung out with shes...ugh!!!! w/e though. Here's some pictures from the last day at Russell even though they're kinda old now.

Actually promotion Pictures but same thing. I cant believe it rained on promotion. Every girl in nice clothes and everything sad but w/e. It was a promotion to remember. I love everyone and am so bored, maybe I'll blog more. You never know. Well, i have my english paper done for my highschool homework. Summer and I move and get work. crazy but its life. Well, more later and love always!!

Friends forever and always!

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

I like this song: (by frankie J. Thx for letting me barrow the CD alex)

sometimes a man has to choose to
do something he doesn't want to do
do I live my life with you as my wife
or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dreams
i gotta do this for me
cuz if I dont I'll probably regret it
but if I do I'll probably regret it
how do I cope (how do you cope) when
the one you love is
with somebody else
and there's nothing you can do about it
how do you deal with
the fact that you had a chance
but you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it
though its heartbreakin
its soemthing that i had to do
but nobody said that it would hurt so bad
so how do I live
how do i deal without you
it's killing me to know that your heart's with me
but your with him cuz I choose to be
in this industry
money, shows, hoes, comes along with luxuries
and pain,is all you see when you think about it
this is the life that i was given
so i have to live it to the fullest
how do i deal in the meantime without you
how do you cope when
the one you love is
with somebody else
and there's nothing you can do about it
how do you deal with
the fact that you had a chance
but you chose to turn away for your career
i gotta take it
though its heartbreakin
it's soemthing that I had to do
but nobody said that it would hurt so bad
so how do I live
how do I deal without you

how do you deal when you can't be with the one you love
and the one that you love is with somebody else (i don't know, i don't know)
and what do you do when you know she dont love him and she loves me but she just can't stand loving you far away
guess im gonna have to..you just gotta deal with it (deal with it)
i dont wanna have to live with it...you just gotta deal with it (deal with it)
oh no no, you just deal with it (deal with it)
i dont want nobody else lovin you...you just gotta deal with it (deal with it)
i dont want nobody else lovin me
how do you cope when
the one you love is
with somebody else
and theres nothing you can do about it
how do you deal with
the fact that you had a chance
but you chose to turn away for your career
i gotta take it
though its heartbreakin
its something that i had to do
but nobody said that it would hurt so bad
so how do i live
how do i deal without you
(repeat til fade)

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